my dear diary, I… think I might be in love with that cute guy called Timo? hahahahaha! ha…. I wonder if he would accept it if, no… no… jack wouldn't leave me alone… he won't leave me ALONE!….. I just want to live in peace… without… jack looking at me… without… cursing me every day… I… feel bad… really bad… he laughs at every pain I feel… he laughs at every lost love… he laughs at every person I love, he wants me DEAD… I can't take it anymore. –