I don’t feel the same

So I kinda brought this on myself but apparently I've been getting reported a lot for all of the freaky posts I've been making— I even got a custom flair with a trigger warning for it. I like the drama and everything, but it's also kinda difficult to enjoy it knowing that it's making so many people uncomfortable. The custom flair also makes me feel like an outcast, because I really just wanted to feel like I fit in, but now I feel like I'm not. It's nice having a custom flair, but… it also just… doesn't sit right with me. And I don't know if I should continue the dramatic posts and simply do them less frequently or just stop making them all together. I'm just kinda torn right now.