I’m depressed. (Read desc. If you want. I’m just telling my stupid problems to you all)

Sometimes I hate myself so much that recently I've barely gotten out of bed. I've been depressed for about a week. I'm just really good at hiding it. The school year is almost over for me, but I'm failing 3 classes. I've tried over and over and over, but I keep getting bad scores. All I want is to make people happy, especially all of you and my family, but even I can't do that sometimes. Sometimes I just wish I could disappear or at least be at peace. My ex girlfriend keeps rubbing it in my face that she has a better boyfriend and if I try to block her, all of her friends spam me the same thing. I just want to escape this hellhole I'm in right now. I'm sorry everyone. I just wanted to make sprunki ocs and content that people would enjoy, but I feel like I've failed even that easy task. 😔