GUILT

(LORE EXPLANATION WOOHOO)

You've probably seen Jordan at least once. Well, probably not, but a few of you might have seen him.

This art depicts Jordan suffering with the memory he has. The guilt that he shouldn't have. The pain that he should he able to forget. But can't. As much as he really doesn't think about it all the time, when he does, it's enough to make even the most crazy seem to wonder how sane he really is.

Basically, Jordan is actually from another universe, but that universe ended up collapsing. Jordan, running away from the collapse to delay the inevitable, found a portal luckily there. He managed to barely make it through, and before long, woke up in this universe, now with his current form. The fact he almost died, plus the fact he's lost everything, gave him PTSD, which was only worsened with the fact that he also has survivor's guilt from this.

When these flare-ups or panic attacks (not surr what to call them) happen, Jordan starts out by stopping what he's doing, dropping anything he's holding, and freezes in place with a worried expression. The expression slowly goes to complete terrified, as he holds his hands on his head (depicted in the image). Usually, at the very end of these whatever you call its, he let's out an extremely loud and pained scream, before seemingly calming down, before suddenly passing out. If he's lucky, he'll actually calm down before that happens, or if aided by another, but otherwise that's it.

And this condition gets even worse when this gets combined with what happens when phase two occurs, causing him to not only have these panic-attacks (I'm just gonna call them that now) more often, but also amplified, knowing he lost everything – AGAIN.

So yeah, that's a lore drop for Jordan. Hope you liked it.